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Life is the best.

So today wasn't all that bad, apart from the fact most of my friends were out of school today which was quite depressing! I did a lovely little essay in english which I actually enjoyed, I haven't written something along those lines in a while. Nothing particularly exciting happened today which isn't the usual case, an arguement has to occur sometime this evening! I'm starting to dislike my appearence very much at this moment in time, which is annoying me slightly. I seem to see every other girl in a better light than me. Although I've never been the most confident gal you could meet, I have somewhat let my appearence lag lately. I no longer have as much 'passion for fashion' quite literally. I try to be as individual with my clothing as possible but it seems lately I'm failing and resorting to not putting any thought into anything anymore! I'm really not this self obsessed, I PROMISE!! My weight is also becoming a massive issue for me, if I don't start this diet soon, which everyday I seem to put off with every excuse under the sun, I will pop and turn into an elephant!